Kai Magnus
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Ok. Where to start?
Well honestly I don't even know if I'm where I want to be or need to be, but I'm hoping someone here will be able to at least point me in the right direction to get started.
I guess it would be best if I just tell you my story in short. (As short as I can make it and still get the picture across. lol)
I know very well that we are so close it should make your hair stand on end.
I'm all alone now. I had a wonderful family and was in a great marriage for many years. We had two children, two girls 4 1/2 years apart.
My wife was the best wife a man could ask for. A wonderful woman and my best friend. We were a very normal average American family. We were strongly Christian.
Unfortunately we had started doing better in life and had backslidden some.
Things eventually turned very bad.
My wife was bipolar, but you would never know it. She had been medicated since her early teens and it just never surfaced. Her employer cut everyone's insurance and she couldn't see her doctor or get her meds and she completely changed pretty much overnight.
She got up to go to work one day and everything was normal. Hug and kiss. I offered to make her breakfast and lunch. And off she went, but she never came home. She just abandoned the family.
It was like my wife went to work and died and a demon slipped into her body and ran off.
I/We have since then lost everything. Home, Vehicles, everything and everyone!
Even her Parents and other family says they don't know who that girl is, but it's not our family member.
Before long she was on drugs and doing all kinds of foul stuff.
Well on top of that in October of 2019 my oldest daughter passed away. She was septic from a respiratory infection and she was a brittle diabetic and went ketoacidosis and it stopped her heart.
Then last year my youngest daughter and best friend passed away from myocarditis.
I was destroyed! Then about a week or so later I was setting on my bed and I heard "He took everything from you! You should be angry with Him and turn against Him." I knew this wasn't me.
Instead I immediately thought "No! That's wrong. I love Him more. I love Him above all!"
Then the actual atmosphere in the room changed and I heard very gentle, but strong and clear "You are saved." and along with it was an unspoken understanding that it was because I believe. Suddenly I felt supercharged! All the pain was sort of put in a bubble and pushed down so I could deal with it at a pace I could handle. It was amazing!
Since then everything has become so clear and focused.
I can only figure that all of this happened and is happening because I chose Him above all at a moment that I was being tempted to turn against Him.
The Lord has blessed me with showing me so much and making it clear.
I believe I'm not the only one as well. I believe He is pouring out revelation of things and blessing with the understanding of those things. Like the time of greater understanding has been declared.
No I'm not some crazy. I'm as normal as the next guy. Sadly maybe more "normal". lol I do enjoy a good conspiracy theory, for all of about 5 minutes, then it's "Well that was entertaining, back to reality!" I'm very common sense and common logic honestly.
I'm just not going to ignore and deny what is happening. To me and the world. You would have to be a delusional idiot to not see it. The signs are everywhere and they are accelerating. Also the world isn't even trying to hide it anymore. Well, some of it. Good grief! Ugh!
There is so much more, but I'll hold it for later for now. This is getting long and deep enough as it is. lol.
Anyway, so now obviously I know it's almost time. If not already.
So I'm alone, I'm not tied to anything and would love to move on to find a community (and I also mean a physical community if possible) of people who at least know something is up and are getting ready just in case we don't get called out of here before it starts. I'm sure with the blessings I've been given I could contribute quite a bit.
So I figured this would be a good starting point.
I'm really looking for a new home or "place to fit in and belong" and family of good and decent people.
Perhaps a new private community or even a large good quality encampment.
So, am I in the right place or any info on where I need to go?
Thanks in advance for any time and attention to help.
Hope this helps.
Much love to you all!
Well honestly I don't even know if I'm where I want to be or need to be, but I'm hoping someone here will be able to at least point me in the right direction to get started.
I guess it would be best if I just tell you my story in short. (As short as I can make it and still get the picture across. lol)
I know very well that we are so close it should make your hair stand on end.
I'm all alone now. I had a wonderful family and was in a great marriage for many years. We had two children, two girls 4 1/2 years apart.
My wife was the best wife a man could ask for. A wonderful woman and my best friend. We were a very normal average American family. We were strongly Christian.
Unfortunately we had started doing better in life and had backslidden some.
Things eventually turned very bad.
My wife was bipolar, but you would never know it. She had been medicated since her early teens and it just never surfaced. Her employer cut everyone's insurance and she couldn't see her doctor or get her meds and she completely changed pretty much overnight.
She got up to go to work one day and everything was normal. Hug and kiss. I offered to make her breakfast and lunch. And off she went, but she never came home. She just abandoned the family.
It was like my wife went to work and died and a demon slipped into her body and ran off.
I/We have since then lost everything. Home, Vehicles, everything and everyone!
Even her Parents and other family says they don't know who that girl is, but it's not our family member.
Before long she was on drugs and doing all kinds of foul stuff.
Well on top of that in October of 2019 my oldest daughter passed away. She was septic from a respiratory infection and she was a brittle diabetic and went ketoacidosis and it stopped her heart.
Then last year my youngest daughter and best friend passed away from myocarditis.
I was destroyed! Then about a week or so later I was setting on my bed and I heard "He took everything from you! You should be angry with Him and turn against Him." I knew this wasn't me.
Instead I immediately thought "No! That's wrong. I love Him more. I love Him above all!"
Then the actual atmosphere in the room changed and I heard very gentle, but strong and clear "You are saved." and along with it was an unspoken understanding that it was because I believe. Suddenly I felt supercharged! All the pain was sort of put in a bubble and pushed down so I could deal with it at a pace I could handle. It was amazing!
Since then everything has become so clear and focused.
I can only figure that all of this happened and is happening because I chose Him above all at a moment that I was being tempted to turn against Him.
The Lord has blessed me with showing me so much and making it clear.
I believe I'm not the only one as well. I believe He is pouring out revelation of things and blessing with the understanding of those things. Like the time of greater understanding has been declared.
No I'm not some crazy. I'm as normal as the next guy. Sadly maybe more "normal". lol I do enjoy a good conspiracy theory, for all of about 5 minutes, then it's "Well that was entertaining, back to reality!" I'm very common sense and common logic honestly.
I'm just not going to ignore and deny what is happening. To me and the world. You would have to be a delusional idiot to not see it. The signs are everywhere and they are accelerating. Also the world isn't even trying to hide it anymore. Well, some of it. Good grief! Ugh!
There is so much more, but I'll hold it for later for now. This is getting long and deep enough as it is. lol.
Anyway, so now obviously I know it's almost time. If not already.
So I'm alone, I'm not tied to anything and would love to move on to find a community (and I also mean a physical community if possible) of people who at least know something is up and are getting ready just in case we don't get called out of here before it starts. I'm sure with the blessings I've been given I could contribute quite a bit.
So I figured this would be a good starting point.
I'm really looking for a new home or "place to fit in and belong" and family of good and decent people.
Perhaps a new private community or even a large good quality encampment.
So, am I in the right place or any info on where I need to go?
Thanks in advance for any time and attention to help.
Hope this helps.
Much love to you all!
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